It's Time

Tomorrow, I go home. I could not be more ready to depart as I am right now. As beautiful as Phoenix is, as wonderful as the sun is, I want to go back to Atlanta. I want to go back home...

I miss my liebling.
I miss my sunshine.
I miss my family.

I have a busy week ahead...time with new friends and time with old....

Just time to be....

Divine Intervention

Sooooooooooooo, it is all over! The meeting ended yesterday and I finished packing up and shipping out items from my onsite office today. Now, I get to enjoy Phoenix until I leave on Tuesday.

Today was a fun and awakening day...

I woke up and saw Joel Osteen on television. He was talking about how everything that happens to you is not a coincidence but is all apart of God's plan for you. And, when you want something you have to put it out there, believe and it will happen. Interesting...

After Joel, I was flipping channels and came across one of my favorite documentaries...My Date with Drew. It helped jump start me in the right direction, since I was feeling all sensitive and mopey....

Then, I went to Barnes & Noble. I came across this book, I have been eyeing for a while, How to Love Me. So, I figured that since I have seen it twice then it must be fate intervening and time for me to buy it. So, I did.

After B&N, I was hungry so I walked over to PF Chang's. I bought some fried rice. As I was eating the rice, I opened my fortune cookies...they gave me two! :-D Well, the fortunes said,
Cookie 1: Romance is just around the corner.
Cookie 2: Your sensitivity is an asset.

How funny is all of that?!?!?! Everything is interrelated, or at least appearing to be. Like the stars are aligning themselves to bring good things into my life....

Hmmm.....

P.S. Another piece to the puzzle, Joel's appearing on 60 Minutes tonight.... It's just one of those, everywhere I go there you are type of days....

absence explained

nothing belongs to me. i am living in a world where none of my actions are generated by my enjoyment, but by the necessity of others. this life has affected almost all of my social relationships and this makes me very unhappy.

so if i have not called/texted you or returned your calls/text messages or i have stood you up or cancelled our plans in the past six weeks, please know that is not because i have not been thinking of you or wanted to spend time with you. it is seriously that my time has not been my own. and i believe you deserve more of the hi/silence/bye that i would give. but, the way things are going in my life, i am not sure when they will be back to normal. please do not give up on me. i love and miss you... (you know who you are)

i am glad she is not my lover!

everyone wants a lover. i do. i am sure you do. i am just glad she is not my lover. i am also glad that she is not my lover either. or her. or her. or her. they are all great women in their own right, but i'm really grateful they are not my lovers.

when things ended between all of them, i admit, i cried. i moped around, having a pity party. i really missed them. their companship. their sex. their friendship. their "love".

then something happened. something opened my eyes and i realized they saying no to me was a blessing in disguise.

so to the lovers that are no more, thank you and i am glad that you are not apart of me.